I don't know.12:58 a.m. - 2003-12-20
You know those bad things that happen to other people, but, like, never happen to anyone you know? Well that illusion was shattered for me tonight.
I honestly am just not sure how to deal. What do you say? I mean, beyond, "I'm sorry." and "I don't know what to say." because those are so lame and can't even convey what you mean in the slightest of ways. And afterwards, what do you do? I mean, obviously, some more people need to be told. But when the time is so far gone that there is no way to get justice on the (what word to use?.. none work.) asswipes who started the whole thing in the first place.
And then you look back, and things start making sense. But it's too late to fix it now.
So you go online and write in your diary, but you honestly don't know how it can all go back to normal again.
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